How to Express The Need To Flee

How do I express this need to flee? This need to stay? To remember unfinished conversations? To witness with you the passing of time?

It is the body I sleep with, wake with, mine and yours, that are open to the ecstasy of the snow falling on a restive lake. That bends to the lament rising in the wind—the songs of the forgotten—and whispers of the rapture, the coming of winter.

2024, Canandaigua